you're my past

i dont know why my hands shaking,my fingers shaking,tears droping.do you love me An?dont you hate me? i can feel your love,regrets,but why you didnt appreciate me at all.i've already found someone else who loves me.you know him right?he cares for me.you are so comfortable to be with,but he's just someone else that is better than you.you're different than him.its too difficult to choose between you and him.you sacrificed everything for me,you still love me even i have been unfaithfull and fooling around with you,with your friends,you still love me even i've told you a lie.but nowadays he's the one who hold me,who always being there for me when nobody else was.i cant make myself to love you back.i've been filling this empty space between us.maybe its for the best.at first i didnt want to forget about you.An,maybe we will find something better.i will always miss you.and i promise you'll never fade from mymemories ;'((

aku taktau perasaan apa yang aku rasa ni,tapi rasa teruk sangat.aku taknak sayang kat orang mcm hg dah an.hg bukan yang terbaik.hg layan aku macam aku ni tak berguna.aku dah cuba berubah utk hang tapi apa yang aku dapat?cepatnye hg berubah?mungkin salah aku dulu aku dengan banyak jantan.teruk aku dulu.sampai hang pun serik dgn aku,sampai hang dah takde commitment dgn aku.sampai hg dah taknak kat aku yg teruk ni kan.hg yang buat aku macam bola,bukan aku.maaf sgt kita takkan boleh jadi kawan atau apa pun.kalau hang layan aku dgn baik dulu,semua ni takkan jadi macamni.aku takkan dengan orang lain,aku takkan dengan dia tapi...its all over